Night creature
It has been a long time since i post anything here, actually i don't have any excuse why, more then i just haven't been at the mood. There has not been anything special except that i have now, sport vacation and that's nice cus i have under this week been in Stockholm for a few days. The reason why i have been in Stockholm is that i have met my so missed friend Matilly. I went down to Stockholm by train on sunday afternoon and cus that i living so far away so the trip took around 3 houres. It was so totally worth it cus i had so much fun with my waifu and we did so much weird thing together. I miss her already so much and it was so hard to leave her behind, i just wanted to turn around, run after and hug her. But i just hope i can see her again soon so it dosen't takes months until again...
Today i have spend the most time with mom, we went to town to eat lunch together and went to a few stores, just a mother and daughter day. But i bought something speciall, i have been waiting for a long time to buy the dvd of Break The Border final and i did it today, it was amazing and the sharpness where suprisingly.
And i am so happy cus during this night i have done so much thing that i wanted to do, practice guitar so that my fingers hurts, studying japanese and started to wrote at a new song. I know that's is pretty bad to be up so late and that's not any cool about staying up all night but the main reason why i doing all these thing at night time is that i'm more focused in some way and i have the ability to do more thing without that anything or anyone bothers me.
But i still know that's not good for my body that i doing this and that my mental strength will dowing down if i continues.
So i don't doing this every night even if i want to...
