A pale light can shine through the night
I know that it have been a really long time sense i been posting anything here and as usual i don't have any apology, you can say i dosen't been so okay.
I'm sick again, not a news directly and more then usual i struggling with anxiety and body komplex. I hate to always feels so bad over myself and that i am never proud over my own body...
But i can still handle it so it's okay i guess and then i have also had two weeks from school or almost.
It's because i had easter break first and then i have practice this week at Ninetone records.
Actually at the beginning i was really shy as usual, mostly because i was scared that they wouldn't welcome me but it end up well.
They all was really nice and one of them that I have been working with for these two days, have been really supported and he help me with both music and other things.
He working with to bands and in one of them he is a front singer and in the other he playing guitar. He really made me more comfortable and we discussed many things.
So i am really happy about this and i wish that i had more then one week to get to know all these amazing peope and to have more time to work with something i love.
But maybe I'll have the change to work there one day or maybe work with some of them professionally.
It remains to be seen!
